Quick! Drown the joy of living! Be sure to only trust your doubt! Never dance without the sorrowful heart of intoxication! Never spend a day looking at a flower! Never spend a whole sheet of paper on somebody you love! Do useless things! Hurry! Get away from yourself!

I love how my body hates me when I drink coffee before breakfast! The sweat, the runny mind, the brittle horses galloping across my fingers and into my fingers and into my hands and then when… where… what just happened?

board meeting in the buddhanot corporation

“…sickness is any first love; we get dizzy and then we dive – this is the first rule of alcohol; make the subject unstable – the only high that has its targets balanced is meditation, and see what profitable market there is for that shit on a global scale; merely a business of profound spiritual growth, fuck that – we want hard cash, so let’s make the makers think that making makes what the makers makes the customers think the making is, um, that is, what is made, or whatever, sickness, anyhow, dizziness of knowledge, or something of the sort, that’s where it all comes in…”